我很努力也很辛苦

I cried in the room yesterday night,i am too pressure with something that is impossible will happen now,oh gosh...what am i supposed to do?
I am very sad with this..AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN...my heart broken,stopped beating at a time,i feel breathless...i just want to tell u that i really like u,but it is hard for me to speak outloudly..
I think TAYLOR SWIFT is quite suit to me at this situation..even me and him just the HI-BYE friend,i still think 1 day he will come around me..but the percentage of chance is extremely low...
Oh no...i'm so suffer with it..i have tried my best to forget about this,but i can't..
Sad...(T.T)..